[The 2nd week of Zambia]
In a whole week, I tried to get furniture and supplies for new house. It seems takes longer than I though. But I made it a lot this week. I have got many kinds of furniture and stuffs. I think it’s almost time to move to new house and settle.
Sometime I have frustrated on the time-conception in here. But that is Africa. I know I need to adapt to this issues. That is the process to live with people in here.
I am thinking about the justice on my way nowadays. And I am finally falling concern about my way, future, and interest. My issues on the justice and peace. That is what I am thinking right now.
[The 3rd week of Zambia.]
It was completely verity week as an emotionally. I have learned a lot since last week. Through the furniture issues I’ve learned not only how to live together but also how to survive in this unbearable situation without fight or anger. How to be more patient? Also I am thinking about the word of “Understanding”.
I mean, I have been thinking that I am a kind of person who understands someone very well. But it was not really. I totally have broken what I’ve believed on myself. I was not good at patient and also understanding. Here in Zambia has been happening a lot which cannot understand easily in my understanding. And I think this is not just in the Zambia but also the color in Africa. Or could be difference depends on personality or the problem of me. Anyway it has to be overcome as soon as I can.
[The 4th week of Zambia.]
Last week, it was really verity as my emotion. Sometime I feel frustrate, anger, disappoint, and fear as well. Whole of last week, internet was not available in office and power, water also has been stopped very often. I had nothing to do in that time. Just read a book, newspaper, work with Excel and Word, etc. But it was the time that I could think about God’s way and his plan on me. I finally have done with my furniture. Not perfectly but almost. During this time I have learned a lot. It’s been a month to get settled. A month!! It has been totally changed!
